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01 August 2013 @ 03:20 pm
I wanna slap Keito...  

Ugh...this photo leak has gotten me in the worst mood ever lol
My freakin room is surrounded by JUMP photos and every time I see Keito on my posters, I wanna slap the poster lol

I know what people are saying, "Be happy for them", "They're so cute together" blah blah blah.
But I'm pretty damn sure that it's hard for A LOT of fans to have that as a 1st reaction. At least I sure as hell didn't. I feel hurt, depressed, I cried a bit lol i feel sluggish xD all because of Keito x.x

I know eventually I'm going to have to accept it and wish them the best, but its hard right now.
I grew up with JUMP x.x and I feel more connected with the 7 members because we're the same age. Ever since we were 14 lol long time fan. I guess to me this feels like I just found out that a boy in class that i've had a long crush on has a gf. That shit hurts lol I've had that happen before in real life. But that's how close I feel to 7 due to the same ages and how long I've followed JUMP. Can't even listen to or watch JUMP for now too x.x
Another reason why it hurts is because to me, JUMP is a huge part of my life. When I'm sad, I watch JUMP. When I'm happy, I watch JUMP. When I'm mad, I watch JUMP. When I'm stressed, you guessed it, JUMP.

Yeah, I'm being dramatic as f*ck. I don't care though, if this is how I feel then I'm not going to try to hide it or cover it up. If I'm going to get some sort of closure, then I'm going to have to deal with this now by letting what I feel out. I know eventually I'll be able to wish them happiness but for now, yes, I'm jealous and yes, i'm hurt lol

I know a lot of fans aren't making a huge deal out of this too cause they're probably thinking, "It's just Keito." but imagine if that was YAMADA on there. There's where you get the biggest uproar lol I'm pretty damn skippity SURE that the majority of the fans WOULD NOT be so supportive if that was the situation lol

Sucks that the girl is an actress too though. ugh i wish they went out with normal girls. Would have made this situation slightly better for me xD She's so lucky x.x
Not gonna talk shit about her though, please let me make that clear, I'm not going to go and talk shit about her lol
She got Keito, GG NO REMATCH. Congrats. You gotta know when to back down.

Ugh but why are the less popular members in JUMP getting the open scandals? it pisses me off. I was hoping that we'd go on this summer without one similar to 2  years ago but it seems like we couldn't escape it lol

Thankfully, it doesn't seem like Keito will get kicked our or have something dramatic go down. AT LEAST, that's what it seems like right now.

AND TO THE KEITO HATERS TALKING SH*T, F*CK OFF!
Keito's NOT UGLY. Ya'll f*cking blind!


(pardon my ugly side that comes out when i get mad x.x)

LKSJFLKJSDFL KTHIS HURRRRRRRTTTTSSSSSSSSSS.

(deleted the other gif since it was hella lagging my entry lol)



Man Keito....
1657_xeh

 
 
 
candiiaddictcandiiaddict on August 2nd, 2013 03:18 pm (UTC)
(sigh) I can totally comprehend the emotions which you are going through right now, considering that Keito became my bias after Ryutaro left ...

Its like that fangirl complex where we all have this sort of "possessiveness " over our idols! I was pretty upset over it too because I was so shocked that it was Keito of all people, and that I (sadly) thought that they looked really good together. Plus all that 2ch nonsense only made me pissed off over the matter. I couldn't even bring myself to listen to anything JUMP or Keito-related music the whole day ...

Hearing the words of the other fans telling us to "support them" and how they are thankful it wasn't Yamada is pretty insensitive. Despite that I guess I can only wish them happiness, because Keito looked so happy together with her. I totally understand that heartbreak, because every time I see the pictures I feel so conflicted on the inside ; A ; I mean, they do look good together but then obviously us fans would feel heartbroken! Its as if we got "betrayed" especially with all those "I love you"'s and magazine interviews about girlfriends. Kasumi is one lucky girl ... while I am just a extremely sad fangirl over here.

Hopefully we get over this without too much heartbreak. As hurt as I am, Kasumi better treasure Keito because she is so lucky to have him!! I hope you cheer up soon too :>

Edited at 2013-08-02 03:23 pm (UTC)
Gisselle: ohbabykodochalover on August 8th, 2013 10:09 am (UTC)
ugh i swear those 2ch people can go *insert most horrifying fate in here* lol
They have no lives and they're such haters. can't believe they have the time to even sit their asses down to type such ridiculous garbage (pardon my language D:)

and how they are thankful it wasn't Yamada
WOAH so there's legit fans out there saying that? Shame on them.
that's horrible.

Yes, i agree T^T ughh lskjflksjdfl skdf i hope our poor broken hearts return to normal soon x.x
Thank you for your valuable opinion♥