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01 August 2013 @ 03:20 pm
I wanna slap Keito...  

Ugh...this photo leak has gotten me in the worst mood ever lol
My freakin room is surrounded by JUMP photos and every time I see Keito on my posters, I wanna slap the poster lol

I know what people are saying, "Be happy for them", "They're so cute together" blah blah blah.
But I'm pretty damn sure that it's hard for A LOT of fans to have that as a 1st reaction. At least I sure as hell didn't. I feel hurt, depressed, I cried a bit lol i feel sluggish xD all because of Keito x.x

I know eventually I'm going to have to accept it and wish them the best, but its hard right now.
I grew up with JUMP x.x and I feel more connected with the 7 members because we're the same age. Ever since we were 14 lol long time fan. I guess to me this feels like I just found out that a boy in class that i've had a long crush on has a gf. That shit hurts lol I've had that happen before in real life. But that's how close I feel to 7 due to the same ages and how long I've followed JUMP. Can't even listen to or watch JUMP for now too x.x
Another reason why it hurts is because to me, JUMP is a huge part of my life. When I'm sad, I watch JUMP. When I'm happy, I watch JUMP. When I'm mad, I watch JUMP. When I'm stressed, you guessed it, JUMP.

Yeah, I'm being dramatic as f*ck. I don't care though, if this is how I feel then I'm not going to try to hide it or cover it up. If I'm going to get some sort of closure, then I'm going to have to deal with this now by letting what I feel out. I know eventually I'll be able to wish them happiness but for now, yes, I'm jealous and yes, i'm hurt lol

I know a lot of fans aren't making a huge deal out of this too cause they're probably thinking, "It's just Keito." but imagine if that was YAMADA on there. There's where you get the biggest uproar lol I'm pretty damn skippity SURE that the majority of the fans WOULD NOT be so supportive if that was the situation lol

Sucks that the girl is an actress too though. ugh i wish they went out with normal girls. Would have made this situation slightly better for me xD She's so lucky x.x
Not gonna talk shit about her though, please let me make that clear, I'm not going to go and talk shit about her lol
She got Keito, GG NO REMATCH. Congrats. You gotta know when to back down.

Ugh but why are the less popular members in JUMP getting the open scandals? it pisses me off. I was hoping that we'd go on this summer without one similar to 2  years ago but it seems like we couldn't escape it lol

Thankfully, it doesn't seem like Keito will get kicked our or have something dramatic go down. AT LEAST, that's what it seems like right now.

AND TO THE KEITO HATERS TALKING SH*T, F*CK OFF!
Keito's NOT UGLY. Ya'll f*cking blind!


(pardon my ugly side that comes out when i get mad x.x)

LKSJFLKJSDFL KTHIS HURRRRRRRTTTTSSSSSSSSSS.

(deleted the other gif since it was hella lagging my entry lol)



Man Keito....
1657_xeh

 
 
 
Gisselle: yamada-kun ANANkodochalover on August 2nd, 2013 10:11 am (UTC)
I wonder if Keito knows how hurt we're all feeling about this...of course, i know we're supposed to somehow feel happy for him, but we've known him as JUMP's Keito with NO girlfriend for so long...having this new person with him all of a sudden is just hard to accept x.x

You and I have had JUMP deeply embedded into our lives and that's why this hurts us the most. Sadly a lot of fans don't feel the same way and thus they don't understand us x.x
I just want them all to understand that it's indeed, heart breaking to hear "Support keito" and "they're so cute" blah blah blah blah.
WE DON"T WANNA HEAR IT RIGHT NOW!!

I don't blame them for loving each other, it's just that.... some JUMP fans annoys me, saying "oh~ it's okay, it's not my bias anyways." stuff like that boils me to the max! I know, I know, it's Keito! and it's not Yamada, or Chinen or Yuto... but please, I wish them to have some consideration!
if it's Yamada (I'm not pointing something here that is bad okay?) all the fans were going to rant and screw all they want!
but it's just not fair!


YES! Right here! You got it. People supporting them right off the bat, a lot of them just don't care about Keito so much so they're not affected like we are. It's so obvious that once the more popular members get a gf then that's when they're going to snap. I just wish they were more considerate.

but can't they find someone who is not in the entertainment industry? this fact breaks my heart all the more, that she is an actress, I feel like normal people or fans don't have hope..

it's like throwing at our faces that us normal folk can't have them x.x
it is really heart breaking T^T and since we don't live in the same country either, it makes it even more impossible for us...all us simple fans can do is get through this one on our own and hope that eventually we don't feel as bad anymore :/

I hope we all feel better soon!

Edited at 2013-08-02 10:13 am (UTC)
dawiejump10dawiejump10 on August 2nd, 2013 01:44 pm (UTC)
I'm kind of Chill about this issue for now... saying "hey! I'm okay! I'm cool in this." and "really?! he had a Girlfriend?!"

because it makes me sad(er) if I think about it. hmmm....

yeps... it's true that fans are in a "possessive" factor, it's like "taking-away-your-own-child" ... I'll cool down first and hibernate from Keito Fandom.. but still active in JUMP as a whole!

I was just slapped when I watched Keito's "I LOVE YOU" in his concert! LOL! it freaking HURTS! damn! <(>w<)>
Gissellekodochalover on August 8th, 2013 09:20 am (UTC)
after some re-thnking, i've definitely calmed down too x.x
still pretty sad though xD

ughhh it hurts too for me D: i cant believe his "i love you"'s for now D: i mean, i'm sure he loves his fans but right now its tough xD
dawiejump10dawiejump10 on August 8th, 2013 02:07 pm (UTC)
ahaha! yeps! I'm okay with this issue already! I'm back! though he's not my ichiban... >o<

well.... this issue is messed up! especially the BASHES of the FANS!

in my quotation: "THEIR NOT VIRGIN!" can't they find something MORE meaningful than that? I mean... it's so lame... haha! how do they know they're not a virgin? did they see them do it?
HECK that's really scary if they saw them do it! being an IDOL is TOUGH huh? even doing it, FANS can see it!

CREEP me to the BONES! but made me LAUGH SO HARD! hahaha!!!
Gissellekodochalover on August 9th, 2013 03:59 am (UTC)
They wish they saw LOL freakin creeps.
Personally, I wouldn't be surprised if they have done it. They're both 20 years old so it would be natural xD
But it's not these's creep's business to figure it out for sure